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Ma Belle
She sings,
With the joy of a child.
High notes,
Laughter,
That pierces through,
Healing the pain.
Her smile,
Is bright and strengthened,
From battles struggled,
And won.
A warrior unknowingly,
Resilient for pulling through.
Her yearn for kindness,
Touches all,
Even those past her years,
As captivating as a Bleeding Heart.
However,
She is much more vibrant than a flower,
A great heart,
Mind of intelligence,
She gives out her love,
Despite uncertainty of its return.
Her heart is winged,
Full of good intentions,
Purity,
Positivity,
That she still brings,
Even to me.
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Literature
Ill
So what?
We’ve done this for so long,
I can go on.
I am so used to it.
Its ok,
I guess this is as close to happiness as I will have,
You can yell at me again.
And you can hate me, all, over again.
Because my heart is already darkened.
You don’t have to beat it,
You don’t have to lie to it,
The damage is already there.
It’s ill,
I am ill.
So you don’t need to give me tissue,
Or medicine,
Or attention,
You’ve broken my heart,
      As if it can be fixed by such a thin piece of paper,
      With half-hearted intentions.
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Literature
Pretty Pink Dreams
Lying on the bed,
A sea of blue,
You turn to me, while I glance to you.
“Promise?” a beautiful pearl smile,
“One day,” I answer with deep joy.
A dream in the distance,
Pink as love,
Pink as happiness,
       And cute, innocent desires.
A wish to be together.
So simple,
       Or so it seemed.
Gazing at the horizon, alone now,
Reminiscing about lovely green eyes.
A puff of smoke clouds my view,
Pink blossoms flurry around, dancing on the wind.
       A dull sting,
              A reminder of that sweet dream.
“Live together,
Let’s open a shop together,” your excited whispers...
Vibrant even in my dark heart.
How vivid.
The petals are snatched away by a strong gust of air.
Somewhere
       You and I,
          Seemed to flutter away too.
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Literature
Sharpener
She peered over at me.
Her eyes were dull.
          Flat.
Within my bursting mind,
I imagined,
Pencils
Erasers
Sharpeners.
I thought of her,
Like the used and abused writing utensils upon my desk.
I wished I could sharpen her,
I wished I could erase her mistakes,
I wish I could make her happy…
But my sharpener was nowhere to be found.
          -WhiteAngelSakura
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Literature
To Loose,Life's Specialness
People never think,
Just how much it would hurt and does hurt to loose,
Life's specialness,
If you understand what I mean,
One way you could try to understand is think,
Think of someone you love,
Take a moment…
Now think how this person makes you laugh,
Imagine the times you did laugh,
See how they are caring about you always,
Think of your last fight,
Think of how you both yelled the most mean things you could say to each other,
Yet you did because you both were upset at the time,
Think of how you both still got over the fight,
And smiled and hugged,
Do you remember that and do you feel that?
That warmth and smile that crosses your face as you recollect,
Do you feel the love,
Now go to the moments when you were sad,
You felt desperate
Pathetic
Hopeless
Depressed
Upset
Ashamed
Or that you hold no existence,
Yet they may have asked you
What s wrong?
They cared,
They smiled and tried to understand,
They said words you kept in your heart,
Then you can see the times they said the wors
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Literature
My Will
They expected so little of me,
I did as well,
But This feeling,
Was one I have felt for so long,
Yet this time I realized it,
And I finally distiguished it,
It came with a bitter taste,
It came with the word 'pathetic',
I didn't like it,
I wanted to get rid of this feeling,
I wanted to push it away,
I wanted so much more,
Than those words I have grew to dislike,
"She can only go this far…,
They're right I can only go this far,
This far, Beyond my limitations,
Of wanting to be more than enough,
More than their wish,
My will,
My will is to go beyond my limits,
I want to,
There is no hesitation,
In my 'Yes',
To go through so much for my will,
I WILL take that,
I know I will cry,
I may even become regretful,
But I will do this,
I will acomplish not your will, not your expectatons,
But My will, My expectations,
This is what I want,
You shall except as will I,
So I am breaking my chains of limits,
I am going beyond that,
One step at a time,"
I smiled at the words I had spoken against th
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Literature
You Know Me
You Know Me
It was my first time,
In a reationship,
I really loved you,
I completely did,
I was happy.
I figured that I was attracted to you,
But before I knew it,
Your smile was becoming my sunlight,
Your touch –my relief,
Your hugs –my shelter,
Your kisses –my air,
How could I have fell so in love with you?
We spent so many days together,
Then now,
"let's break up,"
Just like that?!
Why…
Sobs escaped from my throat they sounded so hurt,
You even blinked in dismay and reached out your hand towards me,
But you just as quickly pulled it back and ran,
So fast,
That even in despair I laughed trying to be tough, till my laughs turned into screams,
My vision was blurred and all of a sudden a dark shadow,
Far away…him?Of course not,
I immediately jumped to my feet and wiped my tears away hard,
He stared at me so intently I couldn't make out his expresion it was so mystifying,
I said,"Hey what are you doing here?...Don't worry I'm fine," I lied,
I began to smile,
Unti
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I Know You
I Know You
Don't lie when you say you're fine,
Don't even smile to cover it up,
You needn't say another word I understand,
I see the pain in your eyes,
Even though you think you can store it away,
Conceled,
There is sadness in your beautiful eyes,
"Let me hold you tightly, so I can hold you together,"
I whispered softly,
Then in the blink of an eye you were clinging to me,
Your shoulders shook violently,
Your sudden burst of outcrys pained me,
I still hugged you back,
I felt the hurt,pain, and shock emit from your body,
You can't take all this on your own I know that,
and it's the very reason I am here,
I am here to protect,
I am here because I know you,
How you smile when you're trully happy,
How you're head tilts to the right slightly when you're in deep thought,
How your eyes darken when sad,
I care,
I notice it all,
I try not to, because you get upset about it,
That,
"I'm the only one who knows what I do,"you protest,
Yet I can't,
You know I won't say it,
While you cry in my arms,
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Literature
This Amazing Love
Before there was a pit with a girl who had black shriveled wings,
That darkness and negativity seeped in,
They filled this hole controlling it afraid of letting go of the chains,
Knowing they could manipulate they created a mirage,
It wanted to make pain to the girl who lived inside,
She found relief at a place but when moved away it disappeared from site,
She lost hope more than she had thought,
The girl would suffer from broken memories,
She hurt yet wanted the pain she figured the rain would melt it away,
She knew her faith little she didn't want to go,
To the city of filth, lies, cruelness, and most of all the truth,
Suddenly a book fell in the pit,
Light began to pour in like water in a glass,
She gasped at the familiar feeling,
The chains tightened reminding her,
"You belong here not there you are a selfish human being, corrupted by sin!"
But the book opened proclaiming HOLY,
She fell to her knees reaching for the book it came to her,
She opened it,
"I don't care about the appear
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She sings,
With the joy of a child.
High notes,
Laughter,
That pierces through,
Healing the pain.
Her smile,
Is bright and strengthened,
From battles struggled,
And won.
A warrior unknowingly,
Resilient for pulling through.
Her yearn for kindness,
Touches all,
Even those past her years,
As captivating as a Bleeding Heart.
However,
She is much more vibrant than a flower,
A great heart,
Mind of intelligence,
She gives out her love,
Despite uncertainty of its return.
Her heart is winged,
Full of good intentions,
Purity,
Positivity,
That she still brings,
Even to me.
Ma Belle

About my lovely friend (sister in spirit really!), her birthday recently came up. She’s a sweetheart, and is constantly struggling with some dark battles. Still, she’s here and she’s always loving! I spoke with her the other day and just thought about this. The title of the poem is yes French, but her name is actually Bella. So I think it’s perfect (I call her my Bell! Get it? XD)

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Nov 13, 2016
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Browsing the shelves,
Costumes and faces,
I see the others,
running through the aisles.
A mask of anonymity,
A face of humor,
All are gathered,
To share in the night of horror!
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I love you senpai No surprise but uh...Nyuuu (Elfen Lied) 

It's Halloween!Dancing Pumkin head 4 
I think I'll watch spooky movies and eat candy.Candy Corn Neko Atsume tubbs plz candy 
It's going to be a blast to see trick or treat-ers, and even just collect candy! Some people have told me to be safe, and they're right. Even though it's a fun time, it can be scary.
Makes me wonder, just when is one too old to trick or treat? Like say until you're 30? Too old?
(Because I mean, If I do end up going...will I be terribly ridiculous, when I just don't want to be home alone? ;~;  )
Still, hope it'll be a great holiday for those celebrating.
I wonder if there'll be clowns...(kind of hoping not):clownnose: 
I would say my biggest fear of present...is not forgetting to tell those I know to have a safe holiday!
Happy Halloween! *Free Icon/Emote* Halloween Pusheen Halloween emote Happy Halloween 
And have fun trick or treating,GUMI Candy Candy GIF  I say go ahead Yato Candy Icon and get that candy! YUM!Eye Candy 
  • Listening to: Alice Mare Soundtrack(RPG), Splatter Party Miku!
  • Watching: American Horror Story( I WILL STOMACH IT)
  • Playing: Still on Fire Emblem Fates: Birthright, Revelation
  • Eating: Candy
  • Drinking: BLOOD! (no Kool-aid, very red)
Pain
There are tears falling down almost every day,
The pain, inside ebbs me away,
Is it normal to feel this much pain?
That you can tell is much bigger than you,
Afraid that this pain will consume you whole,
Knowing that tomorrow will be inside your heart dull,
What brought all of this feeling?
That is so strong,
It could break you alone,
The tears when they fall are completely warm,
Alone I feel as if the day will be completely dark,
A never ending night,
A complete black hole…
Black Hole
This is a poem I just made called pain after being sad :cries: for a while like a month I moved away from my friends... :no: That I :heart: so much.. oh I miss them... dearly. So please... comment on it,fave it, or enjoy it. :)
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Browsing the shelves,
Costumes and faces,
I see the others,
running through the aisles.
A mask of anonymity,
A face of humor,
All are gathered,
To share in the night of horror!
---

I love you senpai No surprise but uh...Nyuuu (Elfen Lied) 

It's Halloween!Dancing Pumkin head 4 
I think I'll watch spooky movies and eat candy.Candy Corn Neko Atsume tubbs plz candy 
It's going to be a blast to see trick or treat-ers, and even just collect candy! Some people have told me to be safe, and they're right. Even though it's a fun time, it can be scary.
Makes me wonder, just when is one too old to trick or treat? Like say until you're 30? Too old?
(Because I mean, If I do end up going...will I be terribly ridiculous, when I just don't want to be home alone? ;~;  )
Still, hope it'll be a great holiday for those celebrating.
I wonder if there'll be clowns...(kind of hoping not):clownnose: 
I would say my biggest fear of present...is not forgetting to tell those I know to have a safe holiday!
Happy Halloween! *Free Icon/Emote* Halloween Pusheen Halloween emote Happy Halloween 
And have fun trick or treating,GUMI Candy Candy GIF  I say go ahead Yato Candy Icon and get that candy! YUM!Eye Candy 
  • Listening to: Alice Mare Soundtrack(RPG), Splatter Party Miku!
  • Watching: American Horror Story( I WILL STOMACH IT)
  • Playing: Still on Fire Emblem Fates: Birthright, Revelation
  • Eating: Candy
  • Drinking: BLOOD! (no Kool-aid, very red)

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Uhh...^^; Well hi Deviants!!Welcome:bow:to my profile :meow:you can see I enjoy anime and draw:nod: it myself!:happybounce:I love to see people follow their dreams :la: Because, mostly everyone has a dream!!!:squee: I draw, listen to music:sing:, write many stories and poetry:writersblock:, and I like animals! There's sooo much I like to do:work: I will be nice, thoughtful, stubborn, but never harsh!^-^

Current Residence: (stares into space)and that's where I'm at in the USA.
Favourite genre of music: All
Favourite style of art: Still life and anime(mainly mangas)
MP3 player of choice: Android phone?
Favourite cartoon character: That mouse wit tha round ears!(Micky<3)
Personal Quote: "Desire for the reflection in the mirror, to be more than a past and future echo, it will be the present" Basically, who you see when you imagine yourself.
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jasperoura Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for watching!
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Totally late, but just know I was super glad to! I'm so impressed by your style! Thank you for sharing such art!!! Bunny Emoji-02 (Joyful) [V1] 
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jasperoura Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
:iconfanboyingplz: omg you're so sweet, thank you again! ^u^ 
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thanks for watch
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You are absolutely welcome! Thank YOU for creating such loverly art!
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